wait for it. it always shines.

DON’T GIVE UPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cool down darren cool down.

i was never first anyways. argh youre so needy darren. get a life. why do you need her so much………………………………………………………….

prom was good. very good. it was really encouraging. for once in a very very long time, i felt like i was with you again. its a great feeling honestly. just that tap on the shoulder, or the random pictures, they make me feel accepted. it made me realise just how much i love you. i would do anything to make this right again. DONT GIVE UP DARREN!!!!!!!!!!!!

but just a reminder to myself, try not to expect so much in return. you may get hurt and dissapointed.

you care less about me now. you dont enjoy being with me as much anymore. its ok i dont blame you. you have great friends around you. maybe you forgot what its like. i feel kinda left out.

forget the old me.

voice out your opinions. be new be brave be exciting be different. but dont forget to draw a line. dont be selfish.

ive got to make this right. but i cant do it alone. i dont want to lose you. you are really everything to me and it wouldnt be the same without you. im trying my hardest. really praying this will work out.

<3?

you see now,

thats the problem with me. too jealous, too needy, too clingy, too sticky. ive got to change. ive got to know when to just stop.

i wake up every morning feeling useless and helpless. im going for dinner with you tomorrow. hopefully that everything will be okay. please.